The Farewell Scene

This is the blog of an ambient electronic worship artist.

Hold out your hands. {You can go anywhere}

Cornerstone, wow. This was my first time and it has been nothing short of amazing! Come&Live! is such a beautiful family and I don’t think I could possibly feel more blessed to be a part of it. This whole time has really been more of an awe moment for me, a reflection of where I was and the journey God has brought me on the last 3 years.

My heart is twisting and turning, and nothing is wringing out. I have wanted to work along side this crew for so long, and never thought I would see the day. It’s what makes me look at everything…the bands, the festival, even all the new friends and soon to be family members…and feeling like a big traveling family. A family I never thought would step out of my dreams and into reality. I suppose the past few days I have forgot reality even exists.

Ugh. Is this even life?

Whatever I have, wherever I am, I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am.

SoundCloud - Just a reminder!

Hey all, I am posting new things every day that relates to the worship {cover} album coming out in June! So be sure to follow on twitter and or Facebook today to keep watching for it!.

A new thing has launched, if you want to be a part of helping get the new record out this summer…not recording fees or anything of the like - but publishing and marketing….you can now pay-what-you-feel for The First Year EP on Bandcamp. If your not into Bandcamp, I completely understand. As of April 26th, The First Year EP will be available in iTunes U.S.A, Canada, Australia / New Zealand, China, Japan, Europe Union, and Mexico as well as Amazon MP3 worldwide in which this will have 4 songs on it!.

Look forward to this summer, it’s going to get crazy!

(Source: soundcloud.com)

O’ praise the one that paid my debt, and raised this life up from the dead!

O’ praise the one that paid my debt, and raised this life up from the dead!

Covenant {a beautiful connection}

I have been thinking about my “covenant” with God lately, and the beautiful picture it paints in my head.

A week ago I was drowning in depression and wanted so bad to be away from God and done with the relationship. I was ultimately frustrated with Him because I couldn’t feel him in the midst of everything going on in my life. One of the worst times in my life, might I add.

Because of a {covenant} I had made with him years ago - He loves me so much that he refuses to give me the free will to leave it.

And I thought to myself, …God is trying to produce in me {trust}, {faith} and ultimately {a genuine heart of worship}, so in my pain and distress He refuses to let me leave a relationship with Him that He LOVES and VALUES so much.

This means so much to me. The revelation of this is so amazing. Words cannot describe.

I Am Living {even if it hurts today}

I am torn up inside.

I am moving forward and pressing towards the goal, leaving behind the ones who aren’t on board.

This is life, I’ve found grace and I have to obey God and use it. It’s hard for me to wake up most days and face what reality currently looks like. Praise be to Jesus that he is taking me places no other person or thing on this EARTH can. I may lose friends, family, etc. But I am willing. And that’s where it gets hard.

I feel as though for the first time I can tell you, “I am living!”

I gashed my leg open at work this morning. It won’t stop bleeding. I am annoyed.

I gashed my leg open at work this morning. It won’t stop bleeding. I am annoyed.

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.

Therefore we WILL NOT fear 

——— though the earth gives way,

——-though the mountains be moved into the heart of the sea, 

———though its waters roar and foam,

——-though the mountains tremble at its swelling. 

This was outside my work space at the Library this afternoon. I really thought someone was holding puzzle pieces.

This was outside my work space at the Library this afternoon. I really thought someone was holding puzzle pieces.

Come&Live! logo went through a percolator.

Come&Live! logo went through a percolator.